My Dark Day

Yesterday was my dark day. I tried my best to ignore it and push through. It didn't work well. Twice while at work I had to run to the bathroom to cry. The kind of cry where it feels like your insides are broken. The kind that makes you feel like happiness will never be achieved again. The kind that makes your heart feel like it will never be full again.

I still don't think the hole in my heart will ever get fixed but at least it is finally functional. Well, except on 2/5....